What is the purpose of my life on this earth?
Only God knows.
As the days go by, one by one, I see my friends finding a talent or something that they're good at. People notice it and I feel envious.
I can't seem to inspire myself, much less anyone else. I don't have anything I'm good at. Unless you count being good at nothing is a talent, then I guess 'Hey I've found it!'
People always have that passion for the things they do, but I feel like the weakest link at everything I do. I can't seem to excel in whatever I do. Studies - no. CCA - no (twice in fact!)
I don't know why/what am I living for now. Trying to juggle two jobs, CCA, social life, love life - is really tiring and tedious. One by one, I feel like giving up on everything and live a life where you I can be invisible.
Forgive me for I've failed you.
xx, debs
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